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Closed Chapter: New Book

My life is no longer the same and for the better. I find it very strange that when you finally start to live your life people don’t want you to have one, but when you didn’t have much of a social life people were always saying that I needed to get a (social) life.

At this point I really don’t have a lot to fall back on & I have nothing holding me down, so I really have no option but to forge ahead and make a living for my self by sharing my gift with the world. This is a scary but essential thing for me.

You know most of my life I’ve tried to live up to my projections for the future when in actuality I’m spending most of my days remembering who I originally signed up to be this time around. Yes I said it. You and I have both been here done this before. Everything that we could had thought of completing was complete before we got here; the closer you get to your purpose the more De Ja Vus you will have

This brings me to the point: If indeed there are NO mistakes and everything has a divine purpose (not ruling out cause and effect) Then we all must be on a pre-ordained predestined path that cannot be altered, only manifested because obviously that’s the way it was all planned. It’s new to us but ages old to our Creator.

What’s done is done and there’s no turning back. I press toward the goal of my calling in a way that I trust will be sustained by obedience to affect all and not just some. This is easier said than done, and along the way lemme tell you….you WILL be talked about and you WILL be misunderstood.

But the point is not to stay focused on such trivial things and keep it pushing. Just keep going. As my mom used to say “You’ll understand it better by and by.” When you close a chapter be ready to start a new book. That last chapter consists of the things THEY thought you could ONLY be. It’s time to switch it up and get it. GRIND.